damnit damnit son of a bitch, god damnit! jk, well...... to catch u up, lol, on the 10th i broke up w/ travis. yep..... on saturday every1 came over and that was cool. i think that some ppl coughaustincough were expecting it to b some wild party, but i kno i told every1 we were just gonna watch movies and stuff, o well, lol.

well tomorrow we have finals and crap and its gay, but im not stressing cuz that wont help ne thing, so im calm as a cucumber.

i dont really have much to talk aboot, just wanted to catch u up on stuff, cuz i really suck at this

Yesterday was my birthday! yay!!!

Saturday was pretty gay

Catherine actually called my yesterday.  I was really surprised, i didn't think she would remember/care.  My Aunt Carrie and Curtis called too, it was really nice, i wasn't expecting them to call.  Paul called too and it was really nice, i love u paul.  Mary called but i wasn't home to pick it up.  im sorry mary.  i almost cried when my Aunt Carrie called because it was just so nice, ever since my mom left shes been trying to be extra nice to Carrie and I and i love her for it.  My dad tried to make everything perfect and it was so nice.

today was pretty good until right after second period, after that i was kinda depressed, only slightly tho.  Now im depressed and its gay.  I LOVE U THO NIKKI!  lol.  i should be studying for biology but i just dont feel like i can.

hmmmm..... think of good things i didnt have dance today, thats a really happy thing.  When i got home i had some of my left over ice cream cake and it was delicious.  mary got me secret window and some more v-trainer stuff! that was really nice of her.

its not really working, im still pretty sad.

i guess i wont talk about it, I LOVE U GUYS!

damn, im really not good at this thing, i never remember to write in it, well actually i remember to write but then i dont feel like it

well...... over break nothing that exciting happened

on monday mary and i played our v-trainers all thru lunch and during biology, fuck paying attention

on tuesday again w/ the v-trainers, except not as much

today was really really gay

in first period i had to do a powerpoint aboot my life and my life is pretty gay

in second period i had to take a quiz in spanish, but i think i did well so its cool "quieres acompanarme a hotel" i kno i spelled acompanarme wrong, but that should say Would you like to go with me to a hotel? dont worry thats not what we were really learning in spanish i just did it while i was bored but kiersten surriously was learning to say "te quitas la ropa" which means Take off your clothes.  nice right?

in third period we did fuckin busy work cuz mrs pasnik wasnt there and we didnt get to disect pigs! wtf!

in fourth period we did a stupid test thing to practice for the MSA

AFTER SCHOOL WAS CANCELLED! Hooty Hoot!

and the rest of the day was gay and in case u were wondering, i did not play v-trainer at all! woah

ow oww! i havent done this thing in a while.  well part of the reason is cuz my internet thing was messed up so it wouldnt let me look at websites but another part was that im just lazy and that my life isnt exciting enuff to write aboot!

well to catch u up, yesterday i started goin out w/ travis again and ive been on vacation, officially, not just mentally, for a little less than a week.  today i went shopping and saw series of unfortunate events, it was surriously good, i liked it and jim carey didnt ruin it

well.......... i wanna lick u from ur head to ur toes i wanna move from the bed down to the floor i wanna uh uh, u make it so good i dont wanna leave but i gotta kno whats ur fantasy

we can do it in the bathtub w/ the candles lit, u give it up till they go out

hmmm..... kinky

love ya!

OMG! yesterday i had after school until 4 and then i went home took a shower and had about 10 minutes to do my homework, so i finished my biology, well most of it and i had to do my geometry in the car while my lil sis held a flash light up for me! then i sat at my cousins concert for a while and then i got back home at 11 pm..... an hour and a half past my bedtime

.....and to top it all off, i didnt have a dream! damnit!

1st period sucked, mr holland is such a douche bag, hes an annoying, egotistical PRICK! douche!

2nd period was ok, i had a test that i didnt have time to study for last night! but i think i did ok. *argh* ay ay captain fahey!

3rd period was cool i got to hang out w/ marrizzle ballsack the class is getting kinda boring tho, evolution is not the shit

4th period was ok, i get all that shit, i have a test in it tomorrow tho, tests r GAY!

now im home w/ nothing better to do but write in this xanga thing, but its cool cuz id rather b here than at dance cuz im never home ne more!!!!!!

....i cant take my eyes off of you

i cant take my eyes off you